i know the feeling. if not stage fright exactly, definitely feeling like i can't go through it. i'm so upset that i didn't get to watch this production. it sounds like a beautiful success. i also wanted to say, i don't comment much on entries, but i truly enjoy reading your writing. you write very clearly, and very thoughtfully. and you're always interesting. (not to mention you have fabulous hair). rock on. and break a leg tonight!