Jun. 13th, 2004

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This has been a great weekend so far. Friday night Sister Hazel at Avalon, and I will spare you my avalanche of fan grrrrl raving about this beautiful under-the-radar band. This was the first time I've seen them in an indoor venue, and while they're definitely an outdoor dance-barefoot kind of act, I got the best view and listening location I've ever had for them.

Yesterday started with a collosal brunch at Johnny D's with a new friend and an old one, and ended at The Lizard Lounge with a group of buddies where we commandeered three tables in the back. We had initially gone to see the band PorterDavis, but I found out there had been a scheduling mistake and they were not indeed playing. Luckily we were in the mood to stay anyway and try pot luck, because the 2nd act, The Chris Canty Band, were absolutely incredible. They're like a folk-y U2. The last time I saw something this good in a venue this tiny, it was a teenage Ani Difranco in 1992.

After their set I was outside smoking when the lead singer came out to do the same, and I was too shy to talk to him. I hate when I do that. (for the record, I was too shy to talk to Ani, too.)

This afternoon will either be dim sum in Chinatown or painting in T@F's church; not certain which will happen yet. Then a T@F meeting this evening.

I like this.
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It's frightening how one tiny bit of information, from an innocent and unknowing stranger, can plummet a week-long upswing of the spirit into black pain again. I hate this feeling. Hate being this sensitive, hate wounds that won't heal no matter how much fucking effort and energy I put into it.

I have to fight the pain this time. Not let it swallow me and very nearly kill me like before. I've lived boldly this past month, risen up bringing a lot of happiness and hope to a lot of people. Is there none for me, then? Will I keep feeling this pencil stab in the eye for the rest of my life?

I have to fight the pain back down into its hole, push it back under so I can keep going and keep giving.

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